sometimes.... *eaah*

ham hem ham hem. well yeah, sometimes i thought things would be better if i never met or knew or had a crush on you. why? because it's getting harder and harder for me. i know you didn't mean that, but people's point of views are different with others right? so mine and yours. our point of views are totally different.

and sometimes i thought it's better if i still waiting for him. yeah, madesu. but now i knew i can't look through those damn days. i should face my life nowadays. there are many people, that i could spend my time with laughs and jokes.

though i want to be as close as possible with you, it just feel so hard. shit, i'll be crazy just because of this damn feelings caled love. and sometimes i hope that i have no 'heart' or 'love feelings'.

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